It seem curious:

It seem curious, how people just care about them self. 

I know exactly what goes on, 

Here's my theory: 

We live in a land, a land who give us everything we need, from food to knowledge, knowledge that no one cares, no one cares about the other, the other is a word used for something who is outside of something, outside of something is how i feel. 

key of life.

Eat mushroom, then smile. 

because

all i want ... is you

everynight before sleep, i whisper to myself, ''good night babe, hop'e you dream with me''; 

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Adele

When will I see you again?, You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said, No final kiss to seal any seams, I had no idea of the state we were in.  I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness, And a  

wanderin' eye, and a heaviness in my head,...

But don't u remember?, don't you remember? me before. Baby, please remember the reason you love me

butterflies

...Cause I promised I would constantly love you

Until the day I die I promised I would constantly love you

Until the ends of time.

I need you in sickness,I need you in health,I need you on my guest list

                                                                                             I need you by myself

So be apart forever, Baby boy, you're mine, But nothing lasts forever

                                                                                       So instead I'll take my life

Got no time to waste

                                                                               'Cause there's no smile here...

...por ti, todo lo que hago yo lo hago por tí, es que tu me sacas lo mejor de mí... 

soy todo lo que soy, porque tu eres todo lo que quiero.... 

....paff..! 

Don't stray

Oye niña quieres callar, el amor puede esperar,
no ves que no puedo ni aguantar?, solo pienso que ...
Quiero mear, no aguanto mas!.

Find something for look at myself.  

Hello, im remembering you <3

pack up.

oh, say... 

''wait, they don't love you , like i love you''

maps...

Oh god, i'm tryin' really, i am!. but its hard... 

bye.

less than a year.

Life is better

  when you think that the ones who are gone,

are lookin' down at you,

up there in the sky

Daniela Casablancas

 

Have been 7 months and 21 days, since my grand father Cholito died, have been 27 days since my grand mother Olguita died, have been 3 days since my Great grand mother Abuelita Mercedes died

Its hard, everyone is leaving me, i think is the law of life, but... why all of them together, i don't have nothing now, i mean i don't have a 'grannie' image. 

I do not want more, really, is hard, it hurts a lot... but at least i know, they are much better now, up there in the sky, looking down us, watching how fuck up is this world... 

My great grand mother, my fathers grand mother, was the most awesome person i ever met in this entire world, i got my love for the tattoos by her, she had this amazing Anchor in her arm, and when i was a child, the first time that i saw it, was such a curious thing, i was wondering ''what is that cool thing'', and then she show me closer... omg, i'll never forget that memory... when she smiled at me and told me 'this, is an anchor.. i did it when i was a lot of younger....''.

Abuelita Mercedes was the greatest image as a grand mother that someone could ever have, at hers 96 years old, she still was smiling all the times, saying jokes, dancing, being happy; and now i know... after everything in this life, after sadness, after lost, after happyness, after heartbreaks... life go on, and always we have to welcome it with a big smile, like my great grandmother. smiling and loving, all the time.

Now is my turn, 

thank you Abuelita Mercedes, for all the memories, for all the yummy meals, sweets, and drinks. 

have a nice trip to heaven, love you forever. 

Daniela Mella C.

Por qué no llamabas?, ahora lo sé

y yo pensando q eras así...

debería decirte todo

Llamarte y tan solo escuchar tu voz

Fkie.

Farewell ~

I miss your face,

I miss the places that I once knew 

but I dont like this space .. this abscense lays with insomnia 

i must say farewell, to you, my only grandma for years, my support in my life when i was a child. 

You told us how to survive to life, you taught us how to live in this world. 

Thank you for everything grandma, i'm gonna miss you so much, i'm gonna remember you every single second in me. 

I always will love you, cause you was the best grandma ever. 

25 march 1922 -- 20 july 2011 and forever.

Olga ♥

there it is.

You'll find a way to make me crazy hazy
So hypnotized think of the blue skies, new eyes
And I'll never roam again
And I'm back in love again
And I see the stars again
Find my way back home again

 LDarling

 

 i've delete this words a million of times, because i do not know what i cant write now. Have been pretty much time isn't?, Well i was for me.

Thinking about the subjet, somes say that time can cure everything, but what is a cure anyway?... wich somebody tell me... 

i'm creating some new stuffs, i'm changing my way to think, i'm keeping out my feelings.

but i'm not sure why i'm still writing this... i guess is because i'm waiting for something, and that something is not gonna come if i dont look for it. so...

There it is!

Greetings, Me

i think i took it too much (too much!)

We grow too fast
Now slow the pace
Now I want nothing but your face
And in this game you win the race
I lose out underground
In this cold world you are the warmth
You are the lightning of my storm
I’ve lost my dreams in which you won’t come true

Forgive me darkstar
'Cause I love you
I think I took it too far
'Cause I love you

In time you'll love me back but time will be too late
I packed a pistol just in case
My constant smiles at me and tells me its okay
So fuck the distance let's embrace <3

Coco

I saw myself in a mirror, i think im growing old too fast, this is maybe cause im in love, and when im in love.... my body feel sick. i've been sick for the three pass years.

My heart is bleeding, and i wont stop it, is nice to be hurt; it make me feel alive.. and, probably, i deserve it.

Sometimes, i just lay down in to my bed and dream, dream about being in another places, just pack my suitcase and go far away, with no look back, just take some train, some autobus and run away... Maybe i need some of 'nowhere'. But, is just a dream, is just a 'want to'.... thats is not gonna happen, not... 'till you tell me you don't love me anymore.

Because, that is my HOPE . I know you still love me.

 

Self Machine

It said I gave you these scars
And I gave you these wounds
I told you the false
And I showed you the truth

I saw the mirror staring back at me
And it told me I’m a self machine

...

I’m not a human if you say I’m not
I’m not a human anekatips if my engines lock
And this motor that you call my heart
Is another machine that will stop .

I blame coco 

 

Its a new life so...i cut my hair. maybe when i have 30, i'll mature. 

now, i just wanna lay here and play my bass with no sense. Its hard to explain but ... never mind.

And I knew you could never love me
I had so much sorrow inside
You could never reach
But I'll ask you this

Will you still miss me?...
...Do you love me?...

Silverstein. 

I wish i had the answer to my questions, i wish i had the courage...

to tell you that i love you more than anything... listen to me, I LOVE YOU.  

quiero caminar por encima de tu pelo hasta llegar al ombligo de tu oreja,

y recitarte un poquito de cosquilla', y regalarte una sábana de almejas

darte un beso de desayuno, pa' irnos volando hasta Neptuno. 

Si hace frío te caliento como una sopa de amapola

y con un fricasé de acerola.

 Calle 13

nd' i send you warm and tight hugs in the distance. coz baby its cold outside. cold... like you in this moments.

me.

sickness.

¿cómo quieres que no tenga rabia
si lo que hay en mi
aún gira a tu alrededor?.
Mira bien mis ojos lloran rabia.. 

al no saber porqué te vas, sin saber decir o actuar...

NS

I'm sick........ and, i like this song :), enjoy your weekend coz me, im gonna just lay down in to my bed and have a nice sleep, dreaming bout you.

pretend.

I just can't get a hold of why we always hurt the ones we love
Can burning hearts still keep us strong

Silverstein. 

I am not gonna be the person you expect me to be. im done, im not gonna follow your rules.

so Fuck you. and go on with your shitty life. 

young.

you take me with you if you could, but i wouldn't go
I guess sometimes we both loose our minds, to find a better road.

AAR.

i like to love you, is like my secret... i do not know if you feel the same, but sometimes... is better shut up.i want you by my side, i want you to be mine. ... You want the same?, please... tell me.

i told you, if it takes forever... forever it be.

i say i never will walk away.

i'm the setting sun behind the trees, the saddest one you've seen.
i've been burning holes and breaking dreams, and i regret it.
i'm fixing things i've broken, it's not as easy as it used to be.
i'm throwing temper tantrums, i used to settle.
but now i make a scene you can't believe...

Silverstein.

I don't want to live forever, forever is just a word. I do not want to be remember, i want to be forgotten.

I want to die watching the stars, flying away holding your hand. I want to die feeling the cold breeze in my skin, like those days when i tried to no be so obvious 'bout my feelings with you.

I want to be a simple girl, a simple woman, a simple penguin, a simple part of this world. I do not dream about be famous, i do not try to be know it.

I don't want to make difference in this population, because i am the difference.

Everyone is always saying: ''i want to leave my print in this world''; i do not want to be part of that everyone.

Why now people are trying to fix this world, why now are they trying to take care of him. Maybe they are taking Conscience, but why now?, why not before when all was perfect. I got the answer, thats because the people are stupid, the person is not. If a 100 of guys suicide himself, another 100 will think thats the right way.

I am not part of the people, I am just a 'person', i'm just... me .

can't you see?

Oh sugar, oh sugar can't you see, how hard I'm trying?
You know you gotta, you know you gotta eventually make up your mind.
'Cause no one's gonna find you when you're hiding in the dark.
No one's gonna find you when you're hiding in the dark.

So won't you, so won't you talk to me?
It's time to decide.
'Cause no one's gonna save you if you don't swim for the boat.
No one's gonna save you if you won't take the rope.
No one's gonna find you when you're hiding in the dark. No one's gonna find you.

And it's end love, the sky is falling.

So sugar, so sugar dance with me this one last time.
We got no reason, we got no reason I can see to hold back tonight.
'Cause no one's gonna catch you if you can't just let go.
No one's gonna love you if you can't let love show.
No one's gonna find you when you're hiding in the dark. No one's gonna find you.

OK GO
 

 it suppose to be like this always, fuck... i don't know what to do.

Hangin from the tree

if you should be that last autumn leaf
hanging from the tree.
i'll still be here waiting on the breeze, to bring you down to me .

OK GO.

this is for you... and always will be for you c: